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As seen by my join date, i'm new here. this is mostly for my peace of mind that i at least wrote something here. i figure this is a proper blogging platform so i should treat it like one.
Apparently a new MTG (Magic: The Gathering) set is coming out soon, I don't personally play but my mum and brother do and this weekend was pre-release. I only went friday night, though iirc its friday night, almost all day saturday, and i think something happens sunday? these events aren't like.. super frequent and my memory sucks. i've been going to the weekly playing sessions in my mum's friend's gamestore lately, mostly because being bored as hell and strangely cold all evening prompts me to draw a lot. for some reason. last friday (two days ago) i revived an old character i used to play with for a bit and drew him a lot. it prompted me to think about and draw those guys again, which was a nice burst of nostalgia for a year prior. last week, my entire family (including me) came down with cold-like symptoms, and i was the last one ill. if i remember right, it went my little sister, to my dad, to my mum, to my brother, and then to me. i'm honoured to have been included. so, we didnt end up going. though, the week before, i wrote a metric shitton about bird feathers and watched some more supernatural. i think tonight my family's going out to dinner, which'll be fun.
my spring break starts next (not this) friday so im excited for that. My family doesn't celebrate anything over that period, but it'll be lovely to rest up before i worry about keystones again. For non-pennsylvanians that somehow stumbled here, Keystone testing is state testing that gives you some credits needed to graduate, though if you fail one (twice) you can usually make it up with an extra class in your senior year. Happened to my brother, actually, he failed the math one, now he has to take financial algebra (im so sorry man). I'm in my freshman year so if i fail one ill be able to retake it next year and i also dont have the biology test this year i think. as stated above, failing them isn't actually that bad but a light senior year would be nice, and I have a pretty good handle on the material, i'm just scared for no reason, really. I don't even think im genuinely anxious. it's strange, whenever i think about it a small knot forms in my throat but i dont have any reason to be scared, i know on a logical level that it doesnt matter. maybe its my anxiety acting up. tomorrow i have a "full day", days where i have five classes instead of four.
This doesnt actually make that big of a difference for me since im in cyberschool and work completely asynchronously, thankfully, since my waking hours are like.. 5 pm to 5 am (yes that is the right order and yes those numbers are right). as seen by the posting date, im trying to get back on track and im gonna stay up until i pass out today. There isnt a legitimate reason for this, i just prefer the sun over the dark all the time. I also like being awake when things happen. Maybe that's stupid. Maybe it isnt. I dont really care as it's my life and my work hasnt suffered.
I don't know how to end these things, but i would like breakfast (lunch? ive already eaten today..), so it is time for me to cease writing. goodbye and thanks for taking the time to read about whats happening to me at the moment. Im sure youre lovely.
Apparently a new MTG (Magic: The Gathering) set is coming out soon, I don't personally play but my mum and brother do and this weekend was pre-release. I only went friday night, though iirc its friday night, almost all day saturday, and i think something happens sunday? these events aren't like.. super frequent and my memory sucks. i've been going to the weekly playing sessions in my mum's friend's gamestore lately, mostly because being bored as hell and strangely cold all evening prompts me to draw a lot. for some reason. last friday (two days ago) i revived an old character i used to play with for a bit and drew him a lot. it prompted me to think about and draw those guys again, which was a nice burst of nostalgia for a year prior. last week, my entire family (including me) came down with cold-like symptoms, and i was the last one ill. if i remember right, it went my little sister, to my dad, to my mum, to my brother, and then to me. i'm honoured to have been included. so, we didnt end up going. though, the week before, i wrote a metric shitton about bird feathers and watched some more supernatural. i think tonight my family's going out to dinner, which'll be fun.
my spring break starts next (not this) friday so im excited for that. My family doesn't celebrate anything over that period, but it'll be lovely to rest up before i worry about keystones again. For non-pennsylvanians that somehow stumbled here, Keystone testing is state testing that gives you some credits needed to graduate, though if you fail one (twice) you can usually make it up with an extra class in your senior year. Happened to my brother, actually, he failed the math one, now he has to take financial algebra (im so sorry man). I'm in my freshman year so if i fail one ill be able to retake it next year and i also dont have the biology test this year i think. as stated above, failing them isn't actually that bad but a light senior year would be nice, and I have a pretty good handle on the material, i'm just scared for no reason, really. I don't even think im genuinely anxious. it's strange, whenever i think about it a small knot forms in my throat but i dont have any reason to be scared, i know on a logical level that it doesnt matter. maybe its my anxiety acting up. tomorrow i have a "full day", days where i have five classes instead of four.
This doesnt actually make that big of a difference for me since im in cyberschool and work completely asynchronously, thankfully, since my waking hours are like.. 5 pm to 5 am (yes that is the right order and yes those numbers are right). as seen by the posting date, im trying to get back on track and im gonna stay up until i pass out today. There isnt a legitimate reason for this, i just prefer the sun over the dark all the time. I also like being awake when things happen. Maybe that's stupid. Maybe it isnt. I dont really care as it's my life and my work hasnt suffered.
I don't know how to end these things, but i would like breakfast (lunch? ive already eaten today..), so it is time for me to cease writing. goodbye and thanks for taking the time to read about whats happening to me at the moment. Im sure youre lovely.
